The perfect words never crossed my mind,
Cause there was nothin’ in there but you.
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.
Those were the words from the song Signal Fire by Snow Patrol which came out about nine years ago. When the song first came out I already fell in love with it. Although, it was only now that I somehow relate to it.
Signal Fire is playing on loop on my phone for few days now while thinking about my boyfriend B. He hasn’t contacted me for three days now, i think. I’m wondering if he still likes to be with me or maybe just waiting for me to give up or maybe he just thought I have given up on him or whatever. I really missed him so much. So much that I can’t dare pick up the phone and ask him how his day was because I’m afraid I will only nag him about not talking to me and we will only end up fighting.
I wish when I’m going through these phase that I would know exactly what to do. Like when I deal with our contractors or suppliers or even when I talk to our staff or something like that. I wish I know but I don’t.
If equal affection cannot be
let the more loving one be me
(originally written 3yrs ago.. found on drafts)
slice of imperfection 
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